I had a pretty wonderful day today. Well, went SukiYaki for lunch to celebrate Jesse's bday. We had a hearty meal:)

We went to ezone to play! Hah. It has been ages. I do miss the times racing cars and banging machines and screaming wildly with my dear cousins. I miss them so much. Hah.

We have all grown up, live in our own lives and have a changed personality. How I wish I could rewind time and enjoy those good old days with them. We would dance, sing, play, eat and go totally crazy expecially when the adults were not around. Oh, those innocent days!

Hah. Time flies. Unknowingly, sixteen years of my life have past. And god knows how many more years I get to live this life. Oh, sometimes I just wonder what happens after we die. The question has been lingering around my mind for years and I'll never have an answer to it until the day I die. Hah. Don't you think about it too? Life is magical but weird.

Oh well, back to how I spent my day. Had a billiard game, it was pretty entertaining, thanks to Huat:)))

And, that was all. This could well be the very last day se7en gather together. I'm so gonna miss my girlfriends. They're all unique in their own ways although some irritates me often. They're a bunch of warm and loving friends. I don't want us to be separated. However, it's not for me to decide. Hah.

Alright, enough for today.
LOVES-

I don't know how to tell you but I really don't wish to hurt you. I like you as a friend and I hope we can remain just as that. My heart tinkles a little but I know falling in love with you may just cause you hurt. I guess I just don't have faith and confidence in myself. I can't fall in love. LOVE HATES ME.