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Friday, September 09, 2005

sigh.

was talking to my dear sugar about some personal stuff. and i recalled bout what i'd chanced upon and was thinking about. i suddenly found out that i hadnt completely got over him. although i seem i had, anyway i THOUGHT i had nonetheless, i seriously hadnt.

i seem like a fool, a very foolish fool. he'd been lying to me all the while ( who knows if he's lying or not actually ). although my instinct tells me that he isnt, everyone including his godsis says he is. and by his character, i can tell that it aint surprising knowing that.

nevertheless, i cannot lie to myself. until today, i've yet to know the truth on whether he did or did not lied. gosh, im so silly right. its been months and im still reminiscing.

well, i chanced upon his friendster profile the previous day. i read through it, browsed the photos, and i felt my heart sobbing. i felt so disheartened and i wonder why. why on earth am i feeling so love-sick? why am i behaving like i cant live without him? why does this stupid major love crush ruined everything?

damn it. why?
reason is, i still have mild feelings for you.


its all about you, L*

We can't return,
we can only look behind.
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