Thursday, April 07, 2005
To other people, love may just be a four-letter word. But to me, it`s a sword that pierced through ma heart and da horrible thing is that you are da cruel executioner.
Do you know how i felt then when i heard all that i never wanted to hear. Do you know da pain i had. Do you know how much you`ve hurt me again. Do you know how much tears i`d shed for you, just for you. But, i`ll never cry over you this time.
Lemme tell you, zillions of apologies can never make up for it. And, if possible, i never wanna see you again.
I know i was wrong intially, but you didn`t even bothered when you said you did. The promises you made were just lies you thought i`d buy. I doubted you. And it`s so true. All you said were LIES.
*sighs. Why? When can i ever find ma happiness i long wanted? Why do some people just get what they want and lead a happy life. Maybe some are just players. like her. If she`s what you want, i`m sure you`ll get hurt in no time. I am CERTAIN. It ain`t a curse, It is a fact.
Right now, i`m unsure if what i`ve heard is a fact or just a rumour. Regardless of da answer, I`ll try not to brood over it. I`ve been hurt umpteen times and I don`t wanna be so silly as to cry over heartless jerks anymore. A guy who truly loves you will never make you cry. You had. Therefore, I`ll just forget you and wait for ma true happiness.
Although i`m broken inside, I`ll brace myself up and continue with ma life that`s awaiting me with surprises and fun. Not forgetting, I`ll be waiting for ma Happiness.
You`re da one who`ve hurt me so deeply. I`m crushed.
; broken inside
We can't return,
we can only look behind.
we can only look behind.
5:26 PM
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